I was thinking this morning as I sat here quietly knitting, most books for children still have pictures of Granma as this little old lady with grey hair, pinned up in a bun, with glasses, comfortable dress, overweight, wearing slippers, sitting in a rocking chair on the veranda and knitting a blanket of many colours.

As I fast approach my 60th birthday, I wonder? have I become the old lady in the storybooks?

I have greyish, blondish, redish hair, wear my glasses to read just about everything. The hair is clipped up, as I decided that I couldn't stand or afford to get it cut every few weeks. I keep telling myself I must loss some weight.

But the rest - I don't know about? I am sitting here half naked, barefoot, on a chair at this computer where I have been knitting a blanket of love to put around the shoulders of the mothers around the world who are right at this moment wailing the lost of their child to our inhumanity.

This blanket I am knitting, is being made up of many different caring people around the world who will be part of The Wailing I will start on the 8th March. While I have had to make some changes, due to the fact we can't get wireless Internet to the places I would have wailed at in Sydney and the places I could get it near there were places I would not feel comfortable wailing at. Just make sure you come onto the website on the 8th. When I will recite The Wailing poem for the first time and send my wailing around the world, knowing another mother/woman/caring male will be continuing it not for me but for the mothers who while we peacefully slept away the night, they lost their child to our inhumanity. It will be special, as Scot McPhie a film maker (now my very dear friend) will record the event for me and use it also in the documentary he has been working on which has followed some of my life over the past few years.

I have just added the very caring Jeremy from Korea and yesterday my dear friend Carmen from Canada, who will wail in the Sacred Valley in Peru. This is one very special blanket I am knitting. If you are or know anyone from a different country. Let them know that this Granma needs help with this very big warm blanket. The pattern says - take a mother, women, caring male and let them wail on a day/their day on theWailing Calendar and be joined by thousands of others so the wailing vibrates unceasingly.

This has been an amazing week for me.

Not only because of how the wailing is coming together, but I also received another Very Special Promise this one brought tears to my eyes as I read it. To Evelin Gerda Lindner, now a soul sister, I say thank you. I am so blessed when people like you join with me to make it a better world for Caitlin and all children by the year 2015.

Yesterday was Valentine's Day and while I was not with that special someone on the day, I was connected with him in spirit and that gave me great joy. I will be spending quality time with him late next week.

Valentines Day should be about love — not just for one special person, but for the whole human family. So what better day to find out I am now a Love Ambassador.

Hello Kerry,

Congratulations - we are delighted to announce you have been accepted as one of our Love Ambassadors. Dana Mrkich recently nominated you for this designation. Your willingness to live your life dedicated to the vision of love is a potent model for so many. By your words, deeds and actions, you are having a profound impact on all those you contact. We are grateful and happy to extend this recognition to you.

As this is a newly released program for us to acknowledge the silent heroes of love, you will be a part of the first group on our site. We are honored to connect with so many like you from around the world that quietly share their vision and personal commitment to loving unconditionally.

Your name and country/state location have been placed on a special page at our web site at Love Ambassadors

We look forward to sharing more of this journey of love with you.

Love, light and peace,
Harold W. Becker

Have a good week, must go and continue knitting, don't want to let the children down… but first I must head out to the beach and Gather some more Rubbish

but first I best go put some clothes on!!!!!!
love and hugs
Granma Kerry

PS: I have also this week put an Actionists Events Calendar on the website, so people can find positive events, I feel do make it a better world for all children, if you know of any events please let me know.